Thoughts from November

A little something I wrote back in November:img_2211Spent some time today just sitting in this room...our beautiful nursery. I seem to have avoided this room for the last couple of months. I guess I've been busy, preoccupied with other things, or I have learned to see how full and blessed my life is right now. The longing for our Baby M hasn't subsided, but the feeling that we are lacking, empty, or not whole, has been graciously taken away.When I think about our future child, which is often, I am reminded about how much time we have to prepare for them. This month marks 9 months of being approved and certified to adopt. Most families have 9 months to prepare for their baby's arrival. We have been preparing our hearts and our home for much longer. And every day, week, month and year until we are given Baby M means more time for us to become the people, the parents, God has called us to be.P1190191_editedI'm taking this season of waiting that we have been given and am using it to grow as a wife, a friend, a daughter, and a coworker. I'm celebrating all the things we get to do everyday before we become parents. Like sleeping in late on Saturday, spontaneous movie theater dates after work, projects around the house (so many projects) and filling up our time with people and things that we love. I'm working on putting my husband first, before myself, because when we become parents I will be tempted to put him last. And I'm searching for the joy and blessings in everything...taking moments to just sit in grace and gratitude.